Friday, November 30, 2007
having a GB camp in a few hours time, just finish doing up the camp stuff...haven pack my bag at all and yet i am here..hahatis wk has been a tiring wk...mentally, physically and emotionally...
as usual..waking up at 7am every single day has been a challenge to me...every single dae i have to struggle with the temptation of calling in to say that i'm nt going to office...but the thot of my salary at the end of the mth...somehow i gt up n dash to work...work has been coming in...n more to come in dec...gonna start training in another system...which means more work...hopefully it won't be tough to learn ba...
on top of the ZZZ monster...the planning and preparation of the camp has zap off my remaining energy...with the constant calls from the teachers in charge...they nearly drove me nuts...seriously...can't they see things from another point of view..can't they be more flexible? shall nt elaborate anymore...
the ultimate was the death of the big guy...it realli hit me after i talk to XL...i miss him already...i regret nt turning up for those gatherings...all i saw that nite was a motionless body...i wanna see him smile again...i wanna see him run on track again...i wanna see him row again...
like what many had said...it's a great loss...yes it is...onli consolation is he died while doing something that he loves..where his passion is...life is unfair...but i know God has his plans for him...
on a lighter note...went JB for a few hours wif justin,zzh n shu...impromptu trip...simple but great...their company never fails to cheer me up...
hey big guy...tks for ya friendship...the joy, laughter and fun you haf brought to me and the team...will always remember you as the big guy who knows how to play the piano beautifully...you may nt be here anymore...but one thing for sure...ya music lives on...greatly miss by many...tat includes me...