Saturday, January 28, 2006
woke up nt long ago...haha...suppose to go down town wif oli...but guess it's too late now...n besides...my room is still in a huge mess...lol...so here i am...preparing to pack my room...
"Everything has been pre-destined. It’s a matter of whether you are discovering it…"
tis was something pastor YK shared on wed nite after cny service…Pst kong did preached abt it last wk…but it din sink into me till pst YK reinforce it…
everything has already been plan out for you…it’s a matter of you discovering it…many haf been searching high n low for “success”…but hey…God has already plan His way of “success” for you n it’s much better than your own form of “success”…but none of us know wat it really is…until we discover it…it’s already there…the responsibility is in our hands…do we wanna discover it? N the onli key to discover it is really to tap into the spiritual realm… to seek after His face…
tis is wat i'm gonna do in 2006..tap into the spiritual realm...discovering the "success" He has for me...
i'm reminded of something as i was praying few daes back...the greater the trail is...the greater your victory will be...i'm not looking at my circumstances...but i'm looking to Him...rather glad tat i'm abt to be on track once again...it's gonna be a supernatural 2006 for me ...=p
had a great dae in sch yesterdae...took some pixs wif my kids...love them to the max...=p
Thursday, January 26, 2006
cny is here again...well...mix feelings abt tis festive...glad to see my cousins n relatives again...but at the back of my mind is so cluttered with all the crap tat i gt to face during n after tat..watever it is...i will still rejoice...coz this is the dae that the Lord has made...
haf a HAPPY NEW YR...n meanwhile take care peepz..
my 3G dearies...n my dearest w263...
Monday, January 23, 2006
long overdue pix...countdown 2006 at fisherman village wif poly peepz..
Sunday, January 15, 2006
finally...e sun is out...resume my 1st swimming lesson on sat...though the sun is out...but the water is super duper cold...was freezing in the pool wif my student...never swam in such a condition before...lol...
mac is abt to launch their new notebook...one wif an intel chip...wow...it's so pretty sia...so much thinner...so much cooler...hee...tempted to get one...hee..wait till i'm richer ba...=p it;s nt time yet...hee
service was great...indeed an encounter wif the Lord...
k...gonna stop here...wanna rest early tonite...gonna start my jog tml...lol..provided the sun is still there...can't wait till after cny...coz by then guess it will be beyond hope...lol...
haf a great wk ahead peepz...=p
Friday, January 13, 2006
wow...another wk passed me by...time flies ar...
lots of things haf been happening...till an extend i'm numb to all happenings...i dunno how should i respond...i jus wanna stay in His presence...i wanna continue to bless His name at all times...of course i dun feel like it...but i know i should n i will...the devil is nt gonna get me tis time round...i'm nt gonna remain down all the time...i'm gonna bounce back again...
haha...wat a way to start the year...facing all these crap...it may be tough now...i may nt see the light now...but i believe tat the daes ahead will be better...the end is better then the begining..
holding on n fighting on...
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
Joyce Meyer is awesome...last wk was my first time listening to her...n i'm so inspired by her..the things she shared and the dynamic-ness in her...man...can't wait for her to come back again...
" love yourself, love your life, love the things that God is doing in you"
" power in our life does not lays in the great things that you do, but is the little"
2 things tat strike me the most after service last wk...
nt much of a update...work has been great...enjoying it...the kids are horrible but adorable at the same time...=p
in the midst of setting my goals n resolution for 2006...yep...kind of slow...gonna finish it by end of next wk hopefully...
one who fails to plan, plans to fail...2006 is gonna be my best year yet...=p
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
wow...it's already the third dae of 2006...time realli flies...
anyway...todae was my first dae back to sch like many other student...jus tat tis time round i return wif a different status...i am no longer a student todae but a teacher...lol...doing relief teaching at a pri school now..hee..
it was rather chaotic at the begining...guess i was there at a wrong time...lots of anxious n concern parents were already cramming around the not veri big but cosy general office...n there i was...adding into the crowd...e next thing i know of is i'm being thrown wif a pile of papers n an attendance file n was asked to procede to level 3 n look around for my desk...lol...n then to the hall to look for my class...obedient me followed instructions...the veri moment i stepped into the hall i was surrounded wif kids asking me where is their class...frankly speaking...i was equally blur...hee..i din know where to go too...however there were helpful teachers around who helped me n the kids along too..hee..once the class n the kids were settled...everything else kind of fall into place...started to know the teachers n they were rather friendly n helpful...
n guess wat...saw a few familiar faces...one of the admin staff is a usher in church...lol...use to usher together wif her...n one of my veri long ago sundae sch friend is teaching in tat sch too..hee...was rather surprise tat she recognise me...her 1st question:"are you in my church?" ... lol...n after a short while i knew where n who she was...hee...realli couldn't recgonise her at the first glance..hee..so...tat was my first dae back in sch...looking forward for school tml..=p
caught narnia yesterdae wif my subzone leaders...it was a great show...teared during some parts of the show...how Aslan sarcrifice himself for Edmund is like how God giving His son for mankind...it is a must watch show..=p Other than narnia...met up wif oli, suting n xiaowei...had dinner at food republic..n played cards after tat...man...XW n ST taught me a new card game...it is as challenging as speed...the game that mingli taught me...realise i haf a weak heart...lol...can't take much of tis sort of challenging n fast pace game...lol...
anyway...met a few juniors along in town during yesterdae's dae out...n some of them has realli change..n it's rather disappointing to realise that the change is more to the negative than positive...to think of it..some were even in my care during sec sch daes...was looking at the pixs we took back den...man...wat happen?? where is tat innocent smile n sparkling eyes tat i use to see almost everydae back than...believe tat they sense the shock tat i gt too..coz they dare nt look into my eyes anymore...seems like there is something tat they are hiding from...on my way back from town i was just reflecting...ppl do change ar? at the end of tis yr...i believe i will change too...however..e change tat will be reflected at the end of tis yr...is veri much dependent on the choices you made tis yr...the ppl you mix wif tis yr...the counsels you seek after tis yr...basically is how you live your life...do not blame others or even God for the turnout in your life...b'coz it is your choice utimately...no one forces you to make any choices...God doesn't force you to make any choices too...there's a free will in us to choose wat we deem as the right n best choice...choose life instead of death...one that you won't regret...
kk...dunno where am i heading le...lol...shall stop here b4 i crap on even further...it's time to stop thinking n start working n get back into their lives...revival must spark forth once again in FMSS...in 3rd GB...it's time to fast n pray once again ... =p
the meetup
Monday, January 02, 2006
these are the members who stick through wif me for the past 1 yr...tks guys..=p
Sunday, January 01, 2006
well...2005 is over n 2006 is here...
there were ups n downs during tis yr...but overall...it was great...
one of the BIGGEST highlight tis yr is i haf completed SOT!!!...hee... n it is amazing how i made it through...remember there were moments whereby i wondered if i will ever be able to graduated...n yes...i made it...hee...of course...by God's grace...=p it is a choice i never regretted...a yr whereby i know God even more...nt only by head knowledge...experiential too..e times whereby i thot it's realli dooms dae...but he brought me out of it..times whereby i thot it's finished...he showed me light again..truly...it's realli depending on Him...nt relying on your own abilities n strength...but HIS...=p
This is also a yr...whereby i gained valuable friendships...nt onli in CHC...but also from other parts of the world..mainly taiwan..well...SOT has ended..but the friendship built will nt end here...yep...we may nt even meet again in near future...however...we know that we are all busy shining for HIM and fulfilling the purpose He has placed in us...=p
now..time for my cg...well...w263...we haf ran a gd race in 2005.. n let's continue to do so in 2006...i'm so proud of every one of YOU...yes...there may be some problematic cases here n there...hee..but i still love you guys...i may nt sae it...but u guys made my dae most of the time...w the silly n lame jokes n things u guys do...each of you has something special in you...keep that "specialty" k? ...=p n of course...tks for loving me as your leader too...n for the skit n dance you guys put up the other dae...let's continue to run this race together n grow even more in the Lord in 2006 ya? it may be a challenging year for most of you...but hey..we are running together ya? ... let's keep shining...=p
n of course there's YK zone leaders n MY subzone...tues mtgs were nt only a time of admin..but it's realli a time whereby i got encouraged by the msges tat Pastor shares or even jus by praying...a time tat realli encourages me to dream even bigger for GOd...n nt forgetting abt the late suppers we haf after meetings n the 106 bus rides back home...looking forward to serve God wif you guys in 2006...=p
lastly...piggy gang n my fairfield peepz...may nt see u guys often...but you are always in my prayers...=p
