Saturday, May 27, 2006
well...5 mths haf come to an end...todae was my last dae in wgps...last dae teaching pri 3G...last dae teaching those monstrous yet adorable kids...miss them?...you bet...i am missing them now...5 mths isn't a short time...haf developed a relationship wif them...le-von was telling me tat whenever it's the holidaes...she will miss the kids...wat abt me?? i will nt see them again...haha...one of my kid actually told me tis..." Bye Miss Liew...see you in future."...when will tat be?? maybe never again..haha...well..tis 5 mths haf been challenging..but i realli enjoyed myself...teaching the kids...scolding them..haha...n of course interacting wif them...being a teacher has taught me lots...it has definitely taught me how to be patient and love the kids...to be frank...being a teacher can be veri stressful at times...n you can easily lose ya cool at them...i did lose my cool a few times...felt guilty thereafter...but of course...it taught me how to love them even more each time...i dunno wat's my impact on them...they may be too young to even remember me in future...but they definitely haf change my life...reveal some part of me tat i never knew myself...hahah..
well...a class of 40...different religion...different background...different learning capabilities...different character...but yet..every single one of them has been created by God...precious in his sight...and in mine...i miss them....
a pix snap by one of my student when he's playing wif my camera...like tis pix coz it captured two of my most problematic kids...tat boy you see there...he can get on ya nerves at times...but he is one of the kids tat makes me wan to teach even more...=p
wanted to take more pixs wif them...but couldn't find the time...thus onli managed to take one wif the few gals in class...maybe in july when i return to hand over...i'll try to pop in to take more pixs...hee..hoping n praying tat there's time...=p
Sunday, May 14, 2006
i should be out now toking to my cousins and my aunties and uncles now...but i chose to shut myself in my cousin's room...to spend some time alone...of course wif some young cousins in the room playing their all time favorite...maple story...thank God my mum brought my lappie along...at least i can pretend to be doing something while my mind is wandering in the world of thots...hee..
Pst phil shared abt prayer during this wkend...it was great...i remembered for a period of time i realli prayed ... as in w/o fail i would spend hours jus praying...staying in his presence...but this kind of prayer life slowly fade away...because of many reasons...n one particular reason is coz of discouragement...somehow...those breakthroughs never seem to come...whereas it got even worse...n when i pray...the exact opposite would happen...haha...thus...somehow...i started to haf this mindset...i rather nt pray...at least things won't be that bad...of course tat wrong mindset has been renewed ..
however...something similar happened todae...i was praying for a breakthrough last nite for my cg...realli praying and crying out...n todae...the exact opposite happen...nt onli did i not haf a breakthrough...but todae's attd was one of my lowest ever...n so many things started to surface...n i realli haf to do a health check on my cg...at a pt of time during service...tat old mindset crept in...i would hear the devil clearly speaking.."see, you shouldn't haf prayed last nite." i was shattered...but during the service...Pastor said a sentence.." to see a revival..you dun jus work hard...but you pray THROUGH..." the key isn't all your programs etc..but it's you praying through...praying till you see it coming to past...likewise...for all the various breakthroughs you are praying for...it may not happen immediately...but...if you are willing to pray through...it will surely happen...Pastor Kong waited for 12 yrs...b4 he had his financial breakthrough...of course i pray tat i won't haf to wait for 12 yrs for a breakthrough in my cg n i know i won't...but it tells me one thing...His promises are yes and amen...n it will surely come to past...if you are willing to hold on n pray through it...nt letting go...not entertaining the thots that will lead you to failure but focusing your thots on the word of God tat will lead you to success...
one of the things i haf caught...is realli to pray through things...
God...i pray for a group of disciples...not jus believers or attendees...but DISCIPLES...
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
Pastor shared something regarding the statistics of the members in our zone and we need to touch the lives of the next generation...i felt something being stirred within me...tis was something which God put in me since the beginning of the yr...seeing young youths...realli young...sec 1-2 realli loving God...giving their all to Him...rising up as young leaders etc...i remember that nite..i saw a vision of young youths...forgoing the "nite entertainments" like television, msn, chatting etc...but going into their rooms...seeking after the face of God...loving the presence of God..but i was distracted along the way...i didn't work hard enough...it's time to work towards tat n see it coming to past...of course i love the older youths...but tis burden for the younger ones cannot be shaken away...everytime i gt distracted...He will put it back in me once again..." greater things You will see..." i kind of understand it now...
Sunday, May 07, 2006
met up wif serene and kokseng for dinner yesterdae...n thereafter guess wat we did?? we went to take NEOPRINT!!!...haha...it has been ages since i last step into one of such machine...i kind of understand why ppl dun mind spending money on those machine although digital cameras are veri common nowadaes...coz it's realli FUN!!!...haha...changing pose...trying to figure out which camera to look at etc...haha...coz of tat when i return home last nite i took out all my neoprints...haha...n it realli brought back many fond memories...hee...those daes after sch n after cca...hee..n of course...the company i had back den...will we ever take another neoprint together again?? hee...i wonder how it will be like... too bad...my scanner is down...if not i'll scan some in...maybe one dae when i fix my scanner...
took some pixs wif my members todae...i'm loving them even more...w263...different in many ways...but...we haf something in common..tat is loving God wholeheartedly and ppl fervently...way to go ppl...let's win the world for HIM...=p
saw tat pack of blood?? yep...it's my first pack of donated blood...heee....
Saturday, May 06, 2006
did i mention tat my desktop failed me...it crashed or something...n there goes all my pixs...argh...i'm still thinking of ways to salvage it...thank God i haf a IT savvy friend...haha...hopeful he can help me to retrieve back all my pixs...
finally...cleared a number of mountains...i'm left wif the mountain of science...hee...
time flies...soon i'm gonna end my stint at west grove pri...it's kind of sad to leave tat place...surrounded by adorable kids n wonderful colleagues..guess i'm gonna miss them...those crazy times wif my students n the crazy things we do in the staff room...teachers do know how to relieve stress in staff room..lol...gonna miss crapping wif le-von...n see her doing her silly dance...hee...n of course the two buaya king of pri3...hahah...their jokes never fail to bring laughter to the pri3 teachers...haha...
there's gonna be a number of transitions...one was after my grad to a teacher...n now from a teacher back to a full time student.i'm kind of looking forward to be a student once again...gonna get back to the sun man...cable ski-ing...dia reminded me of tat...n i haven been blading....i wan to BLADE...n my baby...i neglected it again...it's time to spend some time wif my baby again...
well...above are activities after activities...wat i realli wan is to keep my passion burning...for the past wk haf been learning abt the importance of passion...even during cg earlier...meiyan kept repeating the word passion...i pray...tat the passion in me for all that i'm doing now will keep burning...i dun wanna lose it...passion is the key to keep you going...i wanna keep going for HIM... let's keep going shall we?? pray for passion...
Friday, May 05, 2006
many are mugging...me too...but i'm marking...hee
can't wait for exams to be over...when it's over...the mountains will be gone too...
the month of june is approaching...it also means tat emerge n my diving trip is drawing near...yeah...=p
shall be back again when i haf more time...
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Tuesday, May 02, 2006
long wkend is over...everything passed so swiftly...
went for my first blood donation drive on sat...it's nt that bad scary after all...haha...
sundae was service and the msg was great...thereafter was BS with pastor n ended the dae wif shuz, xin and mandy...celebrated shuz's b'dae...happy birthdae babe!!!...=p
mondae was swimming in the morning followed by YK leaders outing at sentosa...was tiring man...played captains ball...but it was good fellowship...jus realise...i haf neglected my camera...never take any pixs during tis long wkend...how can??? haha...my camera is coming back to action once again...heee...
had a great time during tis wkend...b
k...i'm blogging for the sake of blogging...i'm tired...need to slp...shall return when i'm in a clearer state...nitez
