Wednesday, December 28, 2005
time flies...xmas is over n new yr is around the corner...
xmas was great...was blessed by the xmasland drama..enjoyed the carnival...n e rest of xmas was spent in a less crowded place...which i enjoyed...spent xmas eve at the playground downstairs...n xmas dae itself was home having dinner wif my mum...hee..
how will NYE be?? i dunno yet...all i know till now is i gt to be at Pst's house by 6pm for BS...thereafter...it will depend on wat time BS ends..hee..
tried a new ride at the carnival...metheorite..it was a killer ride...once for an experience is more than enough...hee..
the ride behind us is the metheorite ride
risk takers of w263 who tried the ride
we made it !!
MY subzone leaders at thanksgiving..
we had a wet thanksgiving...look at our jeans..hee
Friday, December 23, 2005
Merry Christmas ...
http://www.syfc.org.sg/christmas05/hokkien-rec.htm
all i wan for xmas is ... a quiet xmas...
no countdowns...no parties for me tis yr...
Tuesday, December 20, 2005
18 Dec 2005 ..a day that marks the end of a journey...n also the beginning of another greater n more adventurous journey with God...
thank God for all that has been done...n all the valuable friendships gained...2005 has been great...but believing that 2006 is gonna be greater...
yes...i miss SOT...i miss the presence of God that i experience every single morning b4 class...i miss attending class...although it's physically challenging at times...(to stay awake)...but every lesson never fails to deposit something into me...n lastly...i miss the company i had for the past 10 mths...
these are some of the ppl whom i see almost everydae for the past 10 mths...gonna miss them a great deal...
Saturday, December 17, 2005
well...the last dae of SOT is over...awaiting for graduation which is tml...some students put up a script after class yesterdae...n it was hilarlious...gonna miss some of them so much...everyone was busy taking pixs...exchanging contacts etc...Oli was suggesting autographs...but was thinking...it was ages since i last wrote n asked someone to write...so i aborted that idea...but somehow now i regreted not doing so...a BROTHER did so...YES!!!..he brought one n passed it around..hee..n he is older than me...i should be more "taditional" like him ar...haiz...nvm...memories will remind in my heart..=p
after which had cg at nite n therefore went to the usual kopitiam to haf dinner...food was great...it has been a long time since i ate deer meat...hee..something that we ordered yesterdae...after the meal went jurong central w sx n ks...intending to play pool initially...but we ended up watching king kong...hee...it wasn't a show i wanted to watch...was telling some ppl that i dun wanna to watch....but that show was one of the two shows that was screening around that time...the other one was the promise or something...so i rather choose king kong..hee...n hey...it was a great show...the effects etc...n although it was a rather old story line...ks was screaming away in the cinema...screamed too...not b'coz of the show...but him...hee...never regreted spending money on the show..hee..ended my day 3am this morning...
it has been 8 yrs since that fateful incident happened...todae is the 8th yr death anniversary of Mrs Soon..my sec 1 form teacher...her departure was very sudden...could still vividly that dae when xin inform me abt it...couldn't believe my ears...was frantically searching for the truth but was also denying the fact that such a thing actually happen...haha..contradicting rite?? but that was exactly how i felt..was in a state of shock..reality of the truth only struck me when i saw her laying in the cofin...i miss her...her smile...her affirming words...
her fav. song:
I don't know about tomorrow
I don't live from day to day
I don't borrow from its sunshine
For its skies may turn to grey
I don't worry o'er the future
For i know what Jesus said
And today i'll walk beside Him
For He knows what is ahead
Many things about tommorrow
I don't seem to understand
But i know who holds tomorrow
And i know who holds my hand
*personal addition ... and i know i will meet her again in heaven...
Sec 1f 97 misses you
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
went out wif xin shuz n mandy again yesterdae...met up for a short chit chat session in town yesterdae...n we were all surprise that town is so pack on a late mondae nite...lol...it's not a thurs fri sat or sun nite..it's a mon nite and town is super duper pack...went to a few coffee bean outlets in town n it was all full..den last resort...went BK...stayed there till abt 11 odd n we left...i seriously miss my sec sch daes...those crazy , more free up, more care free daes we had back then...but well...memories last a life time...will defintely remember those good oldie daes...
yr is coming to an end...n this is my last wk in SOT...awwww...gonna miss SOT too...although it was not a long period of time...but it's also a period of time that i treasure most...man...wonder how life ahead will be...but i'm still fighting on...n it's so true that the last lap is often the toughest...these few wks have been real terrible...to a certain extend...i felt so tired again...but thank God...He spoke...recently i just took out one of the MPV disc n started watching it...n He just reminded me during worship... one the scence that i saw which kept replaying in my mind...i din understand why till service ...
He reminded me that i can be who i am when i'm before Him...i need not pretend to be strong, feeling happy watsoever... before Him i can be free...n man..i felt so much better after service last wk...although the challenges are still there...but at least now i'm so much more confident that i'm not alone in the midst of all these....
wooohooooo....k enough for now...going back to my work...
Thursday, December 08, 2005
i met up wif shuz, xin n mandy last wk...it was a last min meetup..great to see them again..suppose to meet up wif piggy gang...but couldn't make it...well..we shall meet next next wk as mention by dia...
other than the meet ups...well...CHC has offically moved to EXPO...had our very first prayer mtg yesterdae...it was awesome...something great is indeed happening...
it hasn't been an easy wk(s)..wif lots of stuff happening...in family..ministry..my personal life..i'm human too...so of course i will face challenges..who dun feel tired? it's a matter of how u deal wif it...like wat irwin mention..let's serve not for the sake of serving...but serve b'coz we love HIM...let's keep on keeping on...but through all these...i learn something...not to trust people easily...n do not expect much from others...it will just lead you from one disappointment to another...i dunno if it's good or bad...it's so contridicting...i'm suppose to trust...but yet not expect much too..haha...well..i'm still learning...learning to manage my expectations...
at the end of the day...i still feel secure ...b'coz i found someone whom i can trust totally...that is my almighty Father in heaven...everyone and everything may fail...but HE won't...i'm placing my trust and hope in HIM and nothing else...
