Tuesday, December 13, 2005
went out wif xin shuz n mandy again yesterdae...met up for a short chit chat session in town yesterdae...n we were all surprise that town is so pack on a late mondae nite...lol...it's not a thurs fri sat or sun nite..it's a mon nite and town is super duper pack...went to a few coffee bean outlets in town n it was all full..den last resort...went BK...stayed there till abt 11 odd n we left...i seriously miss my sec sch daes...those crazy , more free up, more care free daes we had back then...but well...memories last a life time...will defintely remember those good oldie daes...yr is coming to an end...n this is my last wk in SOT...awwww...gonna miss SOT too...although it was not a long period of time...but it's also a period of time that i treasure most...man...wonder how life ahead will be...but i'm still fighting on...n it's so true that the last lap is often the toughest...these few wks have been real terrible...to a certain extend...i felt so tired again...but thank God...He spoke...recently i just took out one of the MPV disc n started watching it...n He just reminded me during worship... one the scence that i saw which kept replaying in my mind...i din understand why till service ...
He reminded me that i can be who i am when i'm before Him...i need not pretend to be strong, feeling happy watsoever... before Him i can be free...n man..i felt so much better after service last wk...although the challenges are still there...but at least now i'm so much more confident that i'm not alone in the midst of all these....
wooohooooo....k enough for now...going back to my work...