Monday, May 28, 2007
i dun like it when i'm going through emo nites...nites whereby i feel so empty within...the thot of my future jus seem so bleak....everything is nt rite...nt knowing wat to expect...nt knowing wat will happen...with 101 things to do yet nt wanting or rather nt knowing how to go abt doing it ...with nites like these i jus wanna hide under my blanket...wet my pillow...n fall asleep...
someone commented tat i haf lose my "positiveness" in life...to a certain extent...it might be true...things tat haf happened has cause me to lose hope in many things...the forward looking me is disappearing...i wish i can find it back...n i'm trying to... i truly believe tat it's important to renew our thinking wif the word of God...but i gt to admit tat it's nt easy...it's like a battle...like wat pastor preached..the word gt to be in you ... to be part of ya...
it's easy to acquire knowledge abt something...but to apply it in ya life is another thing...it requires conviction...oh man... i need conviction...i'm tired of overcoming it wif my own strength...i need to let go...if nt it will jus kill me on the inside...why make myself unhappy by holding on? i tried letting go...but i can't...it jus keeps coming back...
help me i pray ...
Sunday, May 27, 2007
i'm still alive.... =p
Monday, May 14, 2007
karen exposed me...she doesn't know wat was exactly happening...but she was right on how i was feeling...
persistency was the word she left wif me...
i will try...n i'm still trying...tks babe....
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
slp has always been my fav...but tonite i can't slp!! ...argh!! ...
thot i would jus drop dead on my bed when i get home...but i din...i'm still here blogging...n i'm still wide awake...although i was in my slp mode jus now...my biological clock is screwed up...i need to adjust it back once again....haha
anyhow...went town wif my uni mates after paper todae..yes..if you see 5 zombies roaming in town..tat's us...haha...it has been a long time since i nua around town...so it was gd...=p
going back to work tml...it's back to the computer...figuring out chinese characters once again..hee...
k...i'm jus wasting time by doing up tis blog...i'm gonna force myself to slp...nite! ...=p
there's much more to tis....but i can't put it into words...
Saturday, May 05, 2007
screwed up todae's paper...
i feel so stupid..after knowing what went wrong...the answers were staring right in my face!! ...but there i was trying to find the answers...argh....it's nt a gd feeling...i need to get out of this...
it's nt a gd dae for many...tat includes me...wat's happening? post exams blues? everyone is pms-ing in their own way...maybe a gd rest will chase the *blues* away...
k...bed here i come
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
i love SUN!!
yes...she is back...had her mini concert last nite at expo...it was great....i miss her...her life story has inspired me to keep going...
we are people of destiny...Conversionist !!
