Thursday, April 26, 2007
it happen once again...no idea wat trigger tat....no one realli knows what is she going through again...i wish it happen to me instead of her...lewis needs her...n the one coming along...come back ...
come back ...
Sunday, April 22, 2007
taking a break from everything...gave up mugging at 12 plus...couldn't adsorb anymore...walked home...trying to clear my mind...enjoying the silence...food helps to relieve stress...it's true..haha...couldn't find chocolate...so there i was...cooking my all time fav...Korean instant noodles...haha...it has been ages since i last touched tat...i'm gonna be super fat after this exams sia..hahaha....indulge myself infront of the black box for awhile...n here i am..blogging away...haha
needed time off from my books...guess we are all going insane...haha...n i'm amaze....in the midst of our insanity...dia n i came out wif a biz plan...haha...how amazing is tat ar? i'm impress... k ...i jus need to blabber some nonsense....
now...it's back to my date wif Macro...
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
celebrated ligen's b'dae on mondae...it was jus crappy n nonsense...so much rubbish....but it was fun...but after all the fun..it's back to mugging...argh...can't wait for exams to be over...
yf said ... you may know things...but unless you are convicted...you won't do anything to wat you know...tis is so true...am i convicted?
Friday, April 13, 2007
i'm hooked onto cable ski-ing ... 
Monday, April 09, 2007
dull and simple...
can i?
drawing away? yes i am ...
Friday, April 06, 2007
i wanna dive...i wanna go back to the other side of the world..the world that is completely different from wat we go through everydae...yes...each visit may jus last for an hour or so...but it's enough...i miss tat peace and tat calmness tat i experience in the waters...i enjoy seeing things tat i can't see every single dae... most importantly...my mind is free for tat short span of time...nothink else..but jus sheer calmness and peace and joy....immerse in wat i call battles everydae is bad enough...nt seeing breakthroughs n battles jus get tougher each time i face it wif faith n hope...man...tat feeling is no good...it jus gets me down even more...n makes things even worse...at times i wonder...maybe i shouldn't face it all together...why face it n get more disappointments and get hurt even more? yes...i know it isn't suppose to be easy in the first place...but i din expect it to be tat tough neither...tough till the extent i can't bear anymore...i know i need to carry on...but how? there are so many "i know" ...but i don't know how to execute the "i know"...haha..complicating? yes...it is...my life is complicating...
maybe tat's why i wanna go on a dive...to find simplicity there...maybe it's complicating as well..but at least i need not understand the complications there...all i need is to see n enjoy is the simplicity over there...
anyway...it's Easter...let's celebrate !!
the crazy nite !! ..haha
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
at work now...now i understand how come at times ah bu can blog at work..haha...coz at times it's super slack at work...wif no long list of ITs staring at you..haha...i'm enjoying while i can ...=pfinally submitted my law assignment..it's a long time since i haf to do up a write-up..the last time was like in 2005? when i had to do book reviews in SOT..it's so much easier to write back den...perhaps i know my stuff den...i'm a dummy to LAW...maybe tat's why i'm a law breaker..haha...
k..i'm jus bored...tat's why i'm crappy...
Mandy is not replying me on msn !! !!
i wanna eat good food !!
i wanna slp !!