Monday, March 27, 2006
i'm kind of addicted to blading now..haha..after sat...wanna go back for more...any one game for it?? haha...
things are happening..but i dunno which step to take...left or right?? for a moment on sun...i nearly went back to my failure mode which i manage to break free from recently...i feel so heavy hearted...of course there are great things to praise God for...but there are also issues tat i can't seem to get out...it's always those issues tat spoils everything...tat pulls me down...i know i shouldn't focus on those...but i'm human...i can't say i'm totally nt affected by it...but i thank God...each time i'm sinking into it he will pick me up in a way or another...His promises are yes and amen...i will hang on....
seriously...i wanna go away for awhile...jus for a while...3-4 daes?? jus to break free from tis busy life of mine for while...jus to surround myself wif my fav...the sun, sand and sea for a while...well...all these will happen...in june...i'm waiting for tat mth to arrive...b4 tat...i'm gonna focus...hard...but i'm trying...realli trying...i know He is good...God enlarge my capacity pls...
booked my practical...in aug...it's nt tat long anyway...if i manage to clear it...it would mean tat i will be able to drive during xmas...heee...let's see...=p
oya...took some pixs on sun...n oh man...i looked so fat in it!!!...i seriously must go on my dieting plan soon...
Saturday, March 18, 2006
had bbq yesterdae wif my CG...great food ...great company...
indeed God is moving...slowly but surely...
tis is onli the beginning of something greater ahead...
w263 - after all the yummy food...=pmy "chou chou piggy" is out in the wash...sad...i need it to slp!!!!....opss...another secret let out...yes...i need my piggy at nite to slp...=p
Thursday, March 16, 2006
it's already thursdae...1 more dae n my holidae is over...lol..but like wat oli said...the more u think abt it...the faster it will be...so stop thinking and jus enjoy to the max...hee...
anyway...went to the hospital yesterdae...coz my aunt was there...walked past the labour ward...could see many anxious ppl...awaiting for the arrival of the new born baby...however...when i turn my head to the other side...i saw the ICU...likewise...many anxious faces...but tis time round...they are awaiting for a miracle to save their love ones in there...a clash of emotions ar?? ...why would the hospital haf such a layout...one side rejoicing while the other mourning..wonder why i think so much n blog abt it too?? lol...hahah....
oya...i dreamt tat i was diving...YES!!!...i dreamt abt tat...haha...can't wait for it to realli come to past...told my aunt abt my diving plans yesterdae...she was against it...saying tat it's dangerous n stuff...but she zonk off after toking abt it for awhile...n todae she din mention anything abt it...so i take it tat she has approve it...lol...i'm going no matter wat she saes ba...it has been my desire to take up diving since dunno when...was suppose to go last yr june...but couldn't make it...can't remember why...praying tat no last min stuff will pop up...
woohoo...
Thursday, March 09, 2006
todae is kind of the last dae for term1...tml is book free dae..thus no need to teach...lol...but can predict tat tml is gonna be a messy dae...my class is gonna make salad...gosh...wonder how will it be...the auntie cleaning my class room gonna start complaining again...
anyway...was out wif piggy gang...gosh...it has been a long long time since i met up wif them...the last was dia's b'dae?? can't realli remember...lol...i'm glad we met up..was toking abt the recent scandal...i never realli gave it a serious thot until yesterdae...gosh..that gal has realli destroy the reputation of the gals in NYP...i mean...if she's sorry abt the whole incident is ok...ppl around her will surely forgive...but the sad thing is she still thinks tat she's in no wrong n it's common to do watever she did...man..wonder wat's in her mind ...tat link us to another scandal tat happen in sch...between a lecturer and an ex student...heard of it when i was in sch...but i still dun realli believe it..i know there are evidences around...but too bad...it din get to me...n i dun wish to see any...lol...anyway..all these are in the past...enough said...i'm no longer in NYP...
of course tat wasn't our onli topic tat nite...caught up...crap n of course took pixs...hah...
apart from tat gathering...tis wk was constantly reminded of what pst zhuang shared during the prayer mtg...Heb12:1-2 - the race we are running now is nt jus a marathon...it's a rely race...it's not jus abt the distance...but it's abt holding on to the baton too...bible heroes like Abraham, Isaac, Jacob etc they have finish running their race and the baton is now in our hands...jus like a rely race...the baton is like a treasure to the runners...no matter how fast you run...if u drop the baton...the whole team is disqualified...thus...the bible heroes haf labored...plough...sowed etc...n if we should drop the baton now...all tat was done will be gone into the drain...dun drop tat baton...no matter wat...yes...you may feel tired...you may be tempted to drop tat baton...but hey..keep running till you finish the race...it doesn't matter how fast or slow you run...it's a matter of completing tat race of yours..remaining qualified..n not let the effort and contributions of other runners go to waste...
keep on running folks..
presenting to you...piggy gang!!!
piggy gang wif our photgrapher for the dae...hee...tks for being so patient wif us...or rather...wif dia...lol
sorry gals...some of the pixs are blurz...lousy cam ar...hee
Monday, March 06, 2006
wkend zip past me once again...can't wait for the coming one...but b4 tat...i must endure through tis long long wk..long coz there isn't any pig in daes for me tis wk...every dae gt to wake up early...argh...can't wait for sat...
anyway...i finally drag my piggy body to the gym...hahah...yes...finally...after dunno how long...hee...my next step is to watch my diet...haha...hard...but i'm gonna try...=p
last sat went out to celebrate justin's b'dae...it was great meeting up wif my sec sch pals...all of us haf move on...heading different directions...but it always feels good to meet up again n jus chill out...hee...defintely can't wait for the next...but who knows when will tat be...
sundae was as normal...went for service n later bs at pst's place...the drama was touching...some nonsense stuff happen...but i'm not gonna be anxious abt it...jus gonna believe...i shall stand on his assurance...
seriously i can't wait for my diving trip wif mandy in june...can i quicken the clock pls?? but b4 tat can happen...i gt to focus...hmmm...
Friday, March 03, 2006
rather relieve that todae is fridae...tis wk has been a long long wk...is the CA wk for my kids..n everydae was marking n rushing the corrections and stuff for the kids...finally...i can take a breather...my kids din realli do well though...many failed..haha...sad case sia...but their CA is nt recorded in their report bk...so it's also gd tat they fail...the CA can act as a wake up call for them...hee...yep...i'm evil..hee
well...glad tat i tok to wenhui n shuxian last sun...though it was nt a long conversation...but the things they share kind of wake me up/rebuke me in my spirit and cause to me pick myself up n carry on...yep...made some decisions...n tues prayer mtg confirm everything...God indeed has His way of dealing wif me...lol...
wkend gonna be pack again...man..can't wait for the one wk break...need to spend some time wif my baby...b4 u guys think otherwise...my baby refers to my kayak...hee...i haven touch it for a long long time...it's time to return to the sun, sand, sea and my baby...=p
k...shall update again...ciaoz...